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I fall back down

And get back up

When you're around

You still don't give a fuck

So please come back

Just take me back

I'm so lost and upside down



I'm not much of a writer, or much of a poet

But I'm a fighter, and you fucking know it



I won't back down

When you back up

You're not around

And I don't give a fuck

A knife in the back

Right in the back

We've lost everything now

And I'm so lost and...

So lost and upside down



You know I don't wanna see your smile

You know I don't wanna relive our child...hood

Lost teenage years, the truth of love gone wild

And through it all, you ran away just like I knew you...would.



I'm not much of a writer, or much of a poet

But I'm a fighter, and you fucking know it

Baby, I'm a survivor, and you better know it

And you're a liar, we both fucking know it

We were a fucking fire, and we couldn't slow it...down

So get the hell away from me, I don't need you...now

'Cause I survived, you might've died, I don't know if...



Fuck it, I don't even care anymore.

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Isis101
00:14 Aug 26 2009

Harsh...and very good!

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A compromise, split us down the middle, do as you wish.

And I despise, I now love you so little, I'm so sick of this.

Why did you come back here?

I was perfectly fine when you were gone.

"A few years later, let's try again..."

I guess that's what we agreed on.

You say you missed me...

Tell me, what exactly was there to miss?

My hands, my eyes, my laugh, my touch?

I couldn't go back to all of this...

Our plans, your lies, cut in half it's too much.

You say you missed me...

How could you miss any part of this?



The awkward silence permits me to burst into tears.

Tell me once more, why are you even here?

You say you missed me...

How could you miss any part of this?

The awkward silence permits me to stand and walk away

You say you missed me...

Did you ever truly expect me to stay?



The compromise, go our separate ways.

We'll try again in the future someday.

I wish you hadn't come back here.

I was perfectly fine when you were gone.

"We'll try again, after a few years..."

I guess that's what we agreed on.

You say you missed me..

Tell me, what exactly was there to miss?

Being together, hell-bent on forever?

I never believed in our eternal bliss...

The ties we sever, sewn pathetically back together.

You say you missed me...

How could you miss any part of this?



It's complicated when your silence and your laughter,

Are my two favorite things about you.

I'd always cry, whenever I looked back on us after...

After we had gone our seperate ways.

Our compromise always said...

We'd try again another day.

You say you missed me...

What exactly was there to miss?

How could you miss any part of this...

You deprived me of space, I deprived you of oxygen.

I told myself over and over, I wouldn't do this again.

The burning feeling you create, builds the mood I'm in.

The storm will subside, but its already too late.



Burned at the stake.

A proper punishment for being so fake.

I dare you to try and survive the blaze.

Throw yourself into the lake and hope you don't die.

Melted wax will hopefully seal your lips closed tight.

Maliciously depriving you of the ability to tell any lies.



You're disguised by design, so broken and empty inside



Try not to miss me while I'm gone.

Believe me when I say, you're wrong.

Try not to miss me while I'm gone.



You deprived me of space, I deprived you of oxygen.

Just enough to fuel the flame.

Just enough for you to remember my name.

The storm will subside, but its already too late.

I dare you to try and survive the blaze.

Burned at the stake.

Your lips sealed tight.

You won't tell anymore lies.